Saturday, June 03, 2006

Freedom from Bondage

My life has been so much better since my ex-wife left. I used to hate myself when I lived with her. She would criticize me every day about what I should be doing for her. I told her if she wasn't happy with my services as husband, then just sign the divorce papers and we'll be on our way. I told her I wasn't happy with her. She wasn't fulfilling my needs and that it would be best for us to part ways. She kept on denying this and threatened to commit suicide if I left. She would use every guilt trip in the book to get me to stay. I stayed as long as I could and tried to work things out but she is not a coherent person due to her years of drug abuse. Her memory and coherent nature has all but disappeared. Her life and demands were nothing but emergencies. Demanding that I do this and do that every single day because it is an emergency. I am a sane person. "Stop trying to make me insane", I told her. "I don't need this drama everyday", I said. I have a full time job and a life to plan ahead. It is plenty for me to think about. "When I come home I want to relax", I continued, "I don't want more drama."


I know my life has been much better without her. I been much happier and sane. I miss my daughter though.

I miss my daughter

My ex-wife has kidnapped my daughter for over a month now and not allowed me to see her. She is a mean-spirited person. That is her normal mode of behavior. It is her way of punishing me for wanting to divorce her.

Weight Loss/Body Firming Program

I started my program. I wrote down a daily regimen list I must follow for weeks 1-3. Reviewing this daily will keep my habits on track. Go Tarzan!!